[Story]The meaning to live and I'm about to set off to explore it.

Well I'm 15 and I'm sick and tired of how boring and depressing life is. My parents argue a lot, all I do is sit exercise play games. I am home schooled because I was suppose to go to my district high school, hell I got accepted to the best district school that I really wanted. But my dad didn't want me to go to a district school and he tried to get me into a different one now I'm stuck at homeschool.Any way I play Xbox with my friends we have know each other for about 3 years. I am like the crazy funny one of group. I make a lot of sex jokes and I play dumb to seem funny and my friends find it funny. But the only reason why I play games and am never serious (DONT INCLUDE NOW THIS IS SERIOUS BECAUSE IT HAZ TO U MAY ASK WHY SO SERIOUS BECLAUSE IM BUTTMAN) cough cough as I was saying we, humans are built like a system we do something good we get rewarded with things like happiness or dopamine. So while we are trapped living we should exploit that so we can have the best life.Society makes rules saying" oh don't do that it's not right" well I like it so f u I'm happy. I see people everyday looking deppresed and sad just walking down the street. People should be running parkouring down the street be happy. Random subject now, I am a brony u wanna know why well I wish I can be in their world they are always happy they all know each other and OMG THEY R SOOO CUTE KAWWIIIIIEE.I wish real life was like that. I'm tired of watching tv and playing games to watch others get a adventure and to explore and have fun I want to go out and live the . I know I will never have powers or be a time Lord but I can just explore find more to just sitting and watching. So I sit here waiting for my phone to charge before I head out all day to explore thing is I live in a pretty bad neighbor hood but eh f it. I don't know where I will go or end I will just walk. Ps also the meaning of life is to improve your life and exploit what makes you happy also to screw mother nature and force things to happen like transhumist. I believe we should evolve ourselves and give ourselves the upgrades we need. Gatlingamer signing out. Lol